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2010-07-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

Yeah, its been months since i've updated my blog . Since my deardear junior asked to update it . HAHA (; life's been busy nowadays . Education , Music , Relationship and BLABLABLA. I <3 I've been emoing nowadays , i dont know why. Maybe im just not ready to let go of my girls? Not ready for nlevels? hahs , weird . k laaaahhh.
Till here , im getting LAME (: i love you people.

Sayonara~

2010-05-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

hey baby, its like a week since we've met. I do miss you, fucking seriously. whats wrong with you and me ? fuck lah . idk how to show to you that i miss you , idk how to tell that i love you. Please trust me sweethear, you're th only one i had in my heart . im not cheating on you. sumpah . let this two days be a good time fer you to be alone. iloveyou honey. if i could, i would want to hug you all day long , and night without letting you go.

woaini.

2010-05-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

Yeah,its been a longlonglong time since i've blogged. i miss blogging ;p Midyear makes me tired , veh tired . makes me sleep at 3 everyday but end up what we studied didnt come out . lol right?
Idk what else to type.
ohhh yeaaaah ! its you who started this first,so you think i care? im sick and tired and i had enough of it.sayonara (:

IloveHadi

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2010-04-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

EH , whats th matter with you uh ? Its like , fucking irritating , i had enough . HELLO ?! Why other people dont answer you , you dont give them a stare . then why when its me . woaah . nk carik psl siahh . sial ahh .

ughhh . if i can just tell you whats im thinking straight at your face. i think it would be a nice onee . Theres no need to show tantrum showing that you're in bad mood . it shucks okay ? I dont even think you understood what the phrase means . I felt like despising you .

anw , enjoy this MV . nicee ^^

2010-04-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

CUTE right ? like th sister . i know (: haha . lawl , joking . well , he's th only one who makes me smile in th house .my precious onee :B
I dont know what else to post now . fingers tired to type , brain tired to think , stomach making problems ... ughh . ohh btw , its not that i purposely woke up late okayy . im tired , everyone's tired. you stayed near school and thats a gd thing right. SO im sorry for waking up late or you want me to write essays and run ? mcm stupid like that . popele ask you okay or not cos they care . hope you understand .

& i love hadi .

MaryAnne

2010-04-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

HEYS ;DDD umm, well . bby's with me now.so glad that he's beside for like , most of th time ? so yeahh (: i know its hard for him to wake up as early as 5plus just to make it time so that he wont be later to send me to school . awwww . shweet right ? i know. jealous ? go find a perfect guy like him :B hehee . baaaaaaaaah :} joking dudettes . School shucks , end at 3.30 which totally shucks . really , no liee . then have to go band , mr sam didnt come today , so sian . hahaa , only ppl ard me understood what i meant ;p right right ?!

okaay laaah , i love hadi veh much.veh veh veh (:
ohh yeaaah , dont be jealous if i chat with guys , or even look at them . Always remember, you have something that they dont have ,

my heart .

maryanne.

2010-04-05T21:33:00.003+08:00

woahh , its been such a long long time since i've updated my blog . So , yeahh . lifes great with him, friends and family too ^^ umm . im listening to monterosi now , and idk whyy D: weirdo ._. i kinda miss th fun we had together , the smiles that you used to have on your faces , as an example to you guys , i will try my best to get you guys really bonded okay :) hehe , i miss th sec 4 '09 batch . tsktsk . i think im getting tuition soon , i guess .mummy asked me .

well , i just missed the old you , i missed the fun we had .
frankly , i just felt as if i've been missing something but idk what it is D:
help me.

maryanne.

2010-03-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

People tends to change their attitude . Its too young to be inlove . well , i checked th dictionary for love . Instead of taking th meaning , i took th idioms of love~ heh . Biee , when i first see you in th eyes , i knew that theres alot of stories that havent been read . and a heart that has to be healed . By looking tenderly into your fragile , beautiful face , i understood th root of your sadness. Dont stay with me just out of curiosity , but dont leave me straight away. Even if we didnt knew each other well , and rushingly got attached . theres alot to learn abt you , and me (: I adore your sweet kiss and gentle touch . Its better to be with someone who loves you rather than someone you trying to impress and dont know what they felt about you. Or even , someone you think they might share their love with other girls and love you half heartedly. OR someone who treat you like a doll . when he needs you , he calls . when he doesnt , he ignore you . Love does not make itself felt in th desire for copulation , but in th desire for shared sleep.

The petty details of daily life are like dust suspended in the air.

—Idioms

-for love,

a.out of affection or liking; for pleasure.

b.without compensation; gratuitously: He took care of the poor for love.

-for the love of, in consideration of; for the sake of: For the love of mercy, stop that noise.

-in love, infused with or feeling deep affection or passion: a youth always in love.

-in love with, feeling deep affection or passion for (a person, idea, occupation, etc.); enamored of: in love with the girl next door; in love with one's work.

-make love,

a.to embrace and kiss as lovers.

b.to engage in sexual activity.

-no love lost, dislike; animosity: There was no love lost between the two brothers.

♥ Mary Anne

2010-03-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

Its been bored lately . I cant think what to post . and it sucks , look. What would you feel if th person you've waited fer 4 years and you get nothin g? but a bunch of lies by him ? FUCK off lah chibai . If i post your pic ,people would ask me if i have any relationship with you . No , i dont .

Eh tk menyesal ah klau you tinggalkn i . TAKKAN .
Remember this.

P.S sorry for th no link between th pictures and th post . Anyway , i finally find out that my family has been a great friend of minee now ;DDD

2010-03-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

whats life without love ? /:

2010-02-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

Dee gone to batam , class bonding trip . Which is like , im feeling so down nowadays . My lyfe's like th story book i've read all this while . Its as if , th story got to do with me .The petty details of my daily life are like dust suspended in th air. Bby , dont stay with me just out of curiosity , but dont leave me straight away okay ? Love does not make itself felt in th desire for copulation , but in th desire for shared sleep . Idontknow , my heart's like a glass shattered on th floor . No one understoods how i felt , thanks to peers for trying their best to comfort me . But , im trying my brst to think positive , but you .. you made me loose faith in myself . DEE : even if our relationship was a rotting umbilical cord linking th infant to its mother's womb forever , but i just cant bear seeing you walk off like that feeling so down. Tears rolled down , falling like raindrops , suddenly revealing th depths of my fragility every night . Did you know abt it ? well , no ones.
No enthusiasm , no inspiration . I guess i'm just an ordinary girl - more ordinary than most . Waiting fer you , for 3 hours was fucking worthless bby. Ohh , th smile you gave me was like a flower blossoming in a spring breeze , so ever delicate.We drove fast and smoothly, and th colours of our dream turned dark, its edges slowly curling up like th cracked valleys and black cliffs on th dark side of th moon.

Everything , everything began like this. It all began on th glamorous & dazzling , yet fatigued and frail visage.That was th experiment.

I felt as if , i dont belong here , right now . idontknow who am i . Its just weird. I wanted to run away like a gust of wind and get back whr i once belonged.
Idontknow what to do,what that day it was,or who i was D:

2010-02-23T22:22:00.004+08:00

A woman's tears are like a rain of silver drumbeats; their special rhythm is catching, drumming on a soecial part of th onlooker's brain and driving her to the verger of tears as well .

2010-02-20T00:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MuhdNurHadiBinAzman <3

Ermm , where should i start ? Firstly , ure 17 already . Be a grow up ah kay ? You think i dont understand you which i actually do . Dont hang out outside too much hor , your family needs you lah bachin [: thanks fer th memory you gave me this few months . I really appreciate it alot and will treasure this moments . From hongkong till now , i really love you as friend , bestfriend , admirer , brother , cousin . haha (: Sorry fer being a bad bad naughty flirty girlfriend to you D: *sobs* heh ~ i've tried my best to change fer th better , i hope theres a difference (: IM FAT , MCM BABI :B hahahaa , ur're not okeeeh ? okay , lastly . i hope you will succeed in lyfe . ily <33 hee , imy like a child misses its blanket [:

woah , im in love with horoscope ^^

Astrology - Today's Leo Horoscope

Here is your Today's Leo Horoscope

You're trying to figure out someone who's not making the most sense just now -- but thanks to the miracle of body language, you should be able to get a hold on them. It just takes a lot longer!

Compatibility:Capricorn

Mood:Patient

Lucky Color:Rose Pink

Lucky Number:58

Lucky Time of Day:9am

one december [:

2010-02-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

sweet sixteenth [:

HAHA , kay . happy sweet 16th birthday nururlsabrinaidris [:
heehee ~ may you achive in life hor ;DDD Sorry once again fer not celebrating your birthday today . anw , ily womaan [:
stay tall and healthy and hyper okaay ! its been along tyme since i hang out with you guys . I still remember all th good and bad times we've gone through together . From lepak-ing at skatepark to playing scrabbles (: HAHAHAHAHA . okaaay .

ince again , happy birthday my girl ^^

2010-02-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

I love th way we sort things out together . Let it be th worst or th good ones (: Thanks god fer having you to be able to meet me . heehee ~ ehemehem ! ;p I feel honoured of having an opportunity to take good care of you bachin ! ;DD Hee . jyeah , even though kiter dah tak mcm so called together kan , i just felt that by this way , it makes me love you even more . like what you said , nothing last forever . right ? i actually saved your msges , all th good and bad ones . but you deleted them. how sad D: *sobs* I know you loved to th core , i can see that . hmmmmm .
lyfes great when people fall in love , but before you getting into a relationship . you must think , are you ready to be hurt ? its not easy and act strong . Just be yourself keh hunneh ? I hope you an find your miss right girl . chey ~ really , look ! im not your future wifey hor D: Blm lagik working , monkey love . get it ? in malay , they say cinta monyet . but i hope we will be still in contact with other untuk selama nyaa [:
Okay , i've been spending alot of time together with you , which is good right ? say thanks to your mum fer sending me home and your big brothrt ans SHAFIQ nad fathimah , idk how to spell (?) Great bunch of people , as in family . lke minee too ! :DD vehveh hyper , i loike ;p

iloveyou.iloveyou .

girls ! remember ! if a guy wanted to have sex with you ,
means they dont love you sincerely .
They love you cos they wanted your dignity [:

2010-02-14T23:48:00.009+08:00

Went to marina barrage . With hadee and my cute lil baby brother . Bcos i didnt get th chance to go with my friends tmrrw , so indeed i went with him . Its so called my best valentine day ever [: meet him at 3pm , small mac . my first tyme wearing a dress? which look a lil weird and i felt awkward th whole day . haha [: He say i look beautiful . Which is he is trying to be hilarious (?) haha! He called me , after receiving my msg i think . Suddenly cared fer me . pelik , pelik sungguh ! D: So went thr , and had fun :) Peopl thought that naufal is my SON ! ahhh D: Do i look like a mother , but i feel like a mother ~ hehe . Then got one OLD couple asked me , is that your son ? i said no , hes my youngest brother . and hadi is my second eldest brother (: heehee [: oh ! i saw sir tx just now ;p with family (: well , overall . i love today . hehe ^^ People had their valentine in couples . we do it uniquely , we had our own 'son' .

SYAAA , i can do th picassa thingy . check this out ! COOL [: only my face yg ugly ;p

which one do you prefer ? hehe , tag me ! :DDDDD

2010-02-13T02:11:00.012+08:00

Just finish editing my blog . PHEW ! It took me an hour to change th what .. code code thingy . So troublesome . Well oh well , spammers huh ? no time to entertain them . just banned them and track their ID will do . muahaha . im clever though i look stupid asshole-s ;p Its 2:23am and its like my first tyme this year sleep this LATE . hehe . I have someone in mind , why do i even bother to snatch your boyfee away ? This is stupidity D: Woaaah , doesn't mean you call me names , i will be scared . WOOO ~ haha , enough is enough .

Idk whats into me , im feeling so down . very down . i kept wondering why . Sometimes , i do something without realizing it . Its as if im in a dream . It happened to me yesterday . I suddenly felt so lonely , so insecure , so unaware of what happening ard me . Really . I feel like killing myself but its not worth it , im not th only one who feel this way . Theres more people out there feeling so down . Just not themselves .
hais , i think i had talk enough . so long then .

heh ~ good luck spammers (:

I think its time to forget about you dear . Even if its hard fer me to let go of you .
Idk what you're thinking , but you're just not yourself . IMY bby .

Please prove to me how much you loved me D:

2nd post.

Stayed th whole day at home . my lil brother wanted to go airport . tgok airplane ;p But i no friend .so asked mimi , but she cant . then i got restless , so as my bro . have to do biology sommore ! Pfft ! I've made a record of not msging people using my phone ;p but today i can see that i can make it without msging people th whole day . Shows that im not a msg addict (: haha , lol-ness right ? eh ?? whr th spammer go ? scared ah ? lai lai , haha . okay . im webcaming with mimi and my cina cousin . haha , funny ah .know what ? check this out !

Here is your Tomorrow's Leo Horoscope

You can't be as clear as you'd like today, thanks to some serious weirdness rolling around in your mind. It's not that big a deal, really, as long as you can out off any serious, intense conversations for a bit longer.

Compatibility:Pisces

Mood:Indifferent

Lucky Color:Red

Lucky Number:28

Lucky Time of Day:2pm

its kinda of true .

are you ignoring me ? oh , mcm dulu ah kirekn . sembarang ah boy ?
mepek sak perangai . i thought i would be your only one. but i guess not . sad uhh ?
iloveyou (?)

Dont start this over and over again . It hurts me more bby .

well , i cant get you out of my mind bacen D:

2010-02-09T21:30:00.010+08:00

Firtsly , congrats fer being a librarian . Heh ! hope you do well . Dont end up tearing up th scores ! haha . joking (: Be a good girl hor , lead th section one day :DDD Take over my place , im so honored if you do that ^^
and i love you woman , remember . 9YEARSOFFRIENDSHIP !
&& DONT be like me , usless brat ;p

Oh ! Its been a long tyme since i've talked to you . Sorry fer ignoring you since you called me ____ . haha , i dont giv a dman anyway . Forgiv and forget uhh ? heehee ~ Dont be sad hor , see you sad has always make me sad .
Members love ~
okaay , ily man ! :D

OHHH ! siti khadijah sulaiman ! congrats anw .

hope you will not be stress always .
Later more white hair okaay ! D:
okaaay , errmm . sorry fer being a sucky friend . who's not there fer you all times . i got reason ~

ermmm , since you became th band major .
which is like , i can see even before th results . hehe :B
first priority , tkmo luper kwn kehh ? ^^
okay , till here then .
ily woman .
3 years of friendship (:

Psst ! ehhh , now you're free , unlike me , you can concentrate on your studies . Im nervous fer my Nlevel . Idk if i wanna go sec5 . idk abt my future . pfft ! tkmo sad sad ah kay ? im ALWAYS there fer you dear . just msg , i call you hor (:
whats has passed , let it be th past . dun recall as it may hurt you . thanks fer being a wonder-fullest friend even if we only meet during band hours .
pape picit ahhh , cheycheychey . now, your next project is your olevels hor . study hard . jiayous !
ilyilyily <3

WAH WAH WAH ! WINSTON ! ;DDD
section leader siahhhh ~ hope you TALK more hor ! pfft ! keep smiling smiling . alamak . be more matured wise hor , sec2 became section leader . cool pa ? like me became section leader 3 years in a row . idk what they see in me . .__.

Congratulations to the other members , those i've missed out .
Hope you guys lead th band into a better band . ily guys [:

Everything's torn apart now D:

2010-02-05T21:38:00.006+08:00

Well , its been a long time since i've updated my blog . People are tempted to read my blog . I know my blog nice to read ;p HAH , lol . okaay , lyfes complicated now ): Let it be fer studies , love , family , FRIENDSHIP . actually my family great :DDDD
jyeah , went fer self practise . as usual . reached home late , as late as 7pm nowadays . heh .
band band band ._.
hmm , i believe in fate . yes i do hor !
look , if we're not meant fer each other , whats th use of being together kan ? lol-ness .
im trying to start anew .
youyou , theres more fishes out there . waiting fer you to fish them .

EHH , asl kau nak masuk campur hal kiter ? kiter nyer pasal uhh nk jumper ke tak , nak msg ke tak . perangai .... tsktsk . idk (?) because of your friend . i think there's no more 'us' . haha . lets stay this way . i feel better . im sure you feel that way too right ? :O
ttm , all this stuff actually doesnt meant anything to me .

i know you miss me , you think i dont ?
ASSS -.-

Thanks fer being a good listener my dear sya (: *smiles*
ermmm , 9 years of friendship hor ! :DDDDD

iloveyou pantaat ! (: hehe , BODOH ! STUPID ! IDIOT ! MORON !
your looks doesnt matter .
ilove the way you protect me :B

looks like everything falling apart D:
i've never thought of forgetting you , i've never will .
i just hate your friend , it really affects me . i hate him . just hope he and his jelly hate each other fer lyfe and no ones gonna love hym ass hole botak head fucker .

2010-01-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

Siblings love (: I love babies ^^ haha , okaay :) Didnt went fer band today . Feel so sick . So i intended not to go , as my mum asked me to rest , fer my own good ..
Lyfe so fucked up now . Im just not myself . Im getting angry easily towards th people i hate . They are just fucking irritating ! No more ms good woman . Lol . In words , i've changed into neither good nor bad person . idk (?) Im just sick and tired of it . I had enough okay ?
Andand , eh gundus ! i just swear . one day , may your god damn balls rot . Why do you guys have grudge towards me ? uh uh ? ASS ._. Eh , whats happened in th past . is PAST ? be matured uh . you guys have just ruined peoples lyfee . calling people sluts and pelacur . thats so childish of you guys . Dont even know th REAL meaning of it , dun even think of wanting to use that word .

You dumped my friend okay ! thats so kedekut of you boy . dumped her , fer smething else is so not gentlemen . its sad , to see my bestfriend getting hurt . cried all night . ): Try imagine you're in her shoes now . what would you even feel ?

You gundus , go get a new lyfe uh deyy .. May you guys just get dumped , fucked up , and everything . I just hate you guys . Theres more bitches that you didnt even saw . Those bitches , you guys categorized as 'nice' people . Then you guys called me a slut . tkder otak per ?
sial lah . this irritating poeple . luckily you guys are out of my sight . Im just irritated by you boys .But seriously ah , i just something bad may happen to you boys. this is karma .
so long , suckers .

im still wondering what to wear on first of February ..

i love writing letters .

xoxo.
♥satudecember

went to my brother's POP . its was kinda fun , especially th food , damn nice ^^

2010-01-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hello humans :DDDD
today's a great day . I think ? i rest today . No exercising . Tired lah , saper tk ? pfft !
writing letter is loved , idk ? its old school yet fun ^^ oh ! and save money .
in focus i focus , haish . tired laaah .

okay , i have to rest . i must indeed (:
baaaaah , damn tired . eyelids heavy liaaaao D:

goodnight peeps ~

iloveyou honey . im starting to miss you each night ):

2010-01-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

I've gain weight . Really . Starting from ytd, i've started to exercise . I wanna see th results in one month . ahaha , must i tell that ?! No right ._. Took me ard 40 minutes per day , exercising ^. ^ Hope , at least i loose weight . At least by 5 kg ? haha , idk (?) anything , as long as i loose weight . N level this year , in focus start liao . At least today wasnt that bad . heh !
Had art and biology in focus , haha . Fun okaaay ! :DDDDD
Then went band , see sec1 play . teach them . haha . kay fun fun ! den off to home (:
well , im not afraid if you get to know it . anw , since when you have th rights to baca kotakdalam nya ? pfft ! I know what i said , and idk . dun giv a damn ? abeh , mentang2 we layan you so baikbaik . nk pijak kepaler kiter ? hmpf , nah . just at normal ahhh (:
be happy ! :B forget abt it ahhhhhh ):
i want muah chee ! and ramlee burger especially ! wheeeee ~

okaaay , he wanteed to sleep . and im lonely now ):
he tired . haisshhh .

love,
thomas.

xoxoxoxox

2010-01-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Its sunday today ! (: I love sunday , where family get to be bonded together . Well , its th only day my father wouldnt be working . Well , went fer band on saturday . We need to practice ! Its SYF next year ! ohmygawd O: Im feeling scared , haha . Then went to pasar malam , in english . night market . In case the non-malay dont understand . haha ..
Okay , tmrrw scholling , veh tired nowadays , cant wait to shift school . whee ~
then can go home early , i guess (?) idk , go home early . hahaha .. (:
ohh okay , mcm biase .

fingers lazy to type , brain lazy to think [:

iloveyou [:

xoxo,
thomas lee :)

2010-01-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello , once again . Its been along time since i've udated my blog . It seems to be dead fer th meantime . Im sorry people . I've got important stuffs , N level kan kan ;DDD
Jyeah , lyfes great nowadays , hehe . idk whyy [:
Well , today went fer band . sec 1s came . Do rhythm , scale and more lah . I miss hongkong , th sec 4 (2009) batch .Hais , i feel so weird and nowadays , i just felt im not myself . haha , woaah .
my hunneh at th school camp , im missing him so badly ):
haish , i wonder whats th feeling of having your besties changing their attitude uhh ?
hahaha , idk (?) I wanted to find out . I have to wait till saturday to get th chance to meet him ..
sad kan ? say yes ! if not !! hmpf , ahha .
woah , fierce fierce . ^^ ohh , raden oh raden ..
nahh , you want to read so much right ? idk what else to type uhh .
fingers are tired to type , brain too tired to think . heh .
[:

xoxo .

2010-01-01T01:06:00.010+08:00

Happy ♥onemonthsary bby [:

hope we last long hor . through th bad and good moments , i'll always treasure th time we had tgt (: This is yet just a beginning , ohh . Dun break any of our promise .
OKAY ! ):

muaaahmuaaahmuaaah times 69 ^^

went iceskating , haha . First time so i fell down ALOT of times . but i manage to skate a lil ;p
thanks mary and th rest fer helping me teaching how to skate . Having bruises at my knees , and my butt hurts . I just LOOVE th time mary lead my round and round th place . hoho (:
treasure th moment jyeaaaah ! ^^v
i had fun today :}
AND , thanks to yaaani and sab and miraaah fer attending my concert . Do you guysfind th cooncert enjoyable ? (: well , thanks fer supporting . miss you guys truck loads ;DD
i dun actually expect them to come . Making so much noise , then idk who invites them anw . tk tawu th meaning of slut , check dictionary uhhh ! pfffffffffffffft .
thanks fer th others too fer cming if i miss you out [:
iloveyou guys .

▪imisstheconcert▪imissthesec4s▪imissmrkennytan▪
▪imissmyfriends▪
▪imisssmrneo▪
▪imissthebestfriendsiusedtohave(?)

lastly,imissyoudear♥

2009-12-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

Let th pictures tell th story jyeaaah ?
hhahaa ,well , theres actually no story :x

ermm .
iloveyou okaaay [:
imissyou . i cook fer you mango jelly :x

2009-12-25T00:41:00.005+08:00

Long day today . lazy to elaborate though .
I MISS BAND ):

ohh , fingers lazy to type , brain lazy to think [:

ily popcorn hunneh <3

muaaaaah3 !

2009-12-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

True friend : A true friend is someone to laugh, cry and feel with. They are an inspiration, A Person who will lend a helping hand. Although friends may not be forever, And they may not be together in the end, the memories of a true friendship will last for eternity.

2009-12-20T22:45:00.006+08:00

thanks fer being there fer me always~

HELLO . Th feeling of being sick totally sucks . Really . Keep coughing and coughing . My throat feel so dry , and i HATE medicine . Well ,who doesnt ? O.o Mary keep asking me eat medicine , but since he's th one who told me to eat , so i must eat ^^
Stayed at home all day today , kinda of boring (?) No , kinda hurting when mummy said something . What do you feel when your mother said , even if you're in th house . I felt as if you didnt exist ? ):
Hit my head , throw my phone . feeling like slashing my wrist . OMGOMG . why is this happening to me ? ): *sobsob* tmrrw band practice fer junior band .
i dun even get th msg luhhh . stuuuupid susu kecil ! ^^v

okaaay , gtg love.

ily popcorn <3>

HAPPY 100th POST !! :B

2009-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hey . hows lyfee ? :DDD Had band practice today . Rehearse . I sucks . really . ):
I cant even ...... so useless luhhh kayy ? ): * sobsob * OMG , i having love sick now . Now , right now, this moment , this minute , this second . My prepaid low ,,, cant msg popcorn . so fast miss hym liaaaao ): He went to watch movies with friends . i wanna hug him . ^^

ohhkaaay , GOOD LUCK 4N PEEPS FER YOUR NLEVEL RESULTS ! ^^v
im feeling nervous fer hym ):

Looklook , woman . What i meant by ... you . Doesnt mean i ... you , as in we didnt meet up or smething . I just .... th true you (?) i must say .. hmmm . myb you dun understand or even realize that smething went wrong . World doesnt revolves ard only you okaaayh . uggggh , im just eitheir too tired to bother or lazy to bother or dun even giv a damn on this prob . thnaks jyeaaaah !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ohh , meeting yanni tmrrw ~ miss her lotslots !

hunneh , ily .

2009-12-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

hongkong people are so nice ~

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE ! :D
Was lazy to post , idk whyy ? fingers too tired to type , brain too tired to think .
jyeaaah , guess what ? we won GOLD fer th competition . Kinda shocking ^^
th hotel room was great , th coldness was REALLY great .
My english sucks , jyeah . But who cares ?
love th trip , with PEOPLE there . its just a GREAT trip to have someone you loved with you , to be everywhere you go ? hahaa .
kaaay , i dun understand . =.=

cant wait fer concert ^^ so ever excited !
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
Time flies so fast , th moment i knew i still waiting fer th HK trip . now concert coming .
ANWANW ,
people who bought th tickets from me please claim fer th new tickets okay !^^
i got shorttermmemory .

watch newmoon ytd , so anti climax ! ):
hahahahahaah , jyeah. didnt sleep ytd . cried all night long
sad laaaah .
):

ilovepopcorn.
imisspopcorn.

ARGHHHH ! he so cute ^^v

2009-12-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
hongkong ! :B
gonna wake up damn early . Daddy sending me to school by taxi , since theres no early bus?
O.o
now packing ym stuffs , omgomg !
i still havent decide to use th big or small luggage ! ):
my things little only . den my blazer will be crumpled if i use th small one .
idk !! O:
love th practice today . th band sounded so ever ready . i wanted a gold . if can :x
jyeah , wrapped our instrument and play th newspaper hitting my section mates . HOHO !
fun luh ! sorry james cos i slapped you 0:
heheheeeeeeee ~
having cramps , fucking shit ! so fucking pain luhhhh ):
den mary asked me to eat medicine . i will ^^
love her to th core <33
hahahhaa , james and mi2 ! POPCORN ! its kinda disgusting . hahhaha !
okay2 im so mean . ;p
so excoted for th trip yet so nervous fer th competition ! O:
my hearts beats faster nowadays )::::

okaaay , bought snow cap and shawl today . haaa ^^
mimi bought gloves , haaha !
im so gonna sleep in th bathtub ? hahahhaa :B
let them wait . hohohohohohoh !

okayokay , gotta sleep early .
going hongkong !
so long fuckers ! and mates ! :D
gonna miss every single of you humans :B

anwanw , BAND ! JIAYOUS !
ilovemary.

2009-12-06T23:06:00.006+08:00

new sch uniform . :x
which doesn't suits me ?

from cheryl :

i'll be overseas on mon . I just wanna wish you guys all the best for th HK trip .
It doesn't matter what medal you get as long as you had done your best .
But of course th best is to achieve Gold .Have lots of fun too cornets !
anwanw , She buying souvenirs fer us !
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~

AND , her father just bought a new adapter for th wii !
come to her house nextnext week okaay! :DDDDDDDD

yeeeeeeeah , im starting to pack my things fer HONGKONG .
OMGOMG , idk which luggage to bring . th med or small ?
my mum insisted to bring th med one .
i bring th med one then .
Got more space . can put more things .
Today was neither bored nor fun .
At least i have someone to talk to nowadays ^^
hehehee .
when im bored , den call hym ..
hahaha . so i will say things like , hows lyfe ?
oh yaaaaaaah , life's great with him ..
HOHO ;D

okayokay !
believe it or not its ...
3 DAYS TO HONGKONG !
omg , are they ready fer it ? ):

<3>

2009-12-03T00:25:00.004+08:00

ohh , more pics fer th section outing . Got it from James phone .
so edit it . Haha .
jyeah , went for band self prac ytd . But i was kinda of busy kpo-ing with th ___ .
so i was one of th actress . HOHO . Was kinda scared , but DEE said i sound scared ):
how rude !
so jyeaaah ,
I LOVE 1 DECEMBER . yes i do .
i love hym , yes of course . Ohh yeah, sorry horr ):

hee , thats me ! what to do kan .
so yaaaaaah , hope we ______ okaaay ^^
WILLY ! get well soon okay .
our trip is cming . dun get sick ):
later i alone hyper , not fun okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay O:
MAAM hanaaah , you want th bed bside th window ? ):
hahaa , nehmind . i bside th toilet . later can rendam myself in th bathtub , while watching teeveee .
jgn2 suami ku dtg nk record khadijah . O:
ohh , paiseeeh ! ahhahahahahaha .
he dye hair ? hahaha , smae colour pulak !
hahaa, FATED kn , FATED ,
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

ohhhkaaaay ,
im getting my earpiece this friday or saturday .
my blazer this Saturday .
my tom yam on sunday ?
i have top start packing !

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

6 DAYS TO HONGKONG :B
ohh, my bed there waiting fer me . so as my bathtub !
:DDDDD

2009-11-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

ohh , imissthisgirl .

well , was supposed to meet her today . To buy stuffs tgt .
den tk jadi , bcos she had something to attend to . I hav problems at home to settle with .
so we plan to go tmrrw . But then we joined mimi and james . go bugis ^^
so now , james and mimi planning . me and khaty just follow ..
im not good at planning actually .
haha . OHHH !
A BIRD SITTING ON MY BED !
a white pigeon on my bed , hahaha .
i think its been hours there , but we didnt realise it until when my bro was playing hide and seek den th bird bside hym .
so hee shouted loudly , muke mcm nk crryyyy O:

den my mum carry , see th whole house . den let go . but th weird thing is that th bird didnt fly . den got white shit on my comforter ):
hmpf , how rudde ! >.<
tmrrw going out. YAY .

ohhohh !
how fast time flies :B
know what ?

its 9 more days to HONGKONG TRIP !
im so EXCITED -HAPPY - KINDA EXCITED :B

2009-11-27T23:53:00.005+08:00

BOOO ! firstly ,wanna wish all muslims a happy hari raya Haji [:

THURSDAY , 16 nov.
section outing , wait . no .its half of th section outing . kinda sad though .
we nvr had a full attendance of section when it came to outing .
went to escape , meet 'him' fer a while , drank milo .
den went off too small mac eat breakfast with mimi and james .^^
i told jamie she look beautiful today ~
she is okaay !
So we set off to pasir ris to meet cheryl luuumm :B
Its was fun disturbing her , haha . chiobu .
The guy so mean luhh ! th picture taken in th nebo card was so long ago ! den he still can ask if its me ?so pathetic . =.=
then asked me to smile like th one in th nebo card .
okayokay , its a long story to tell .
overall ,its was VERY FUN . haha .
my voice became sexier th next day . huhuh ^^

FRIDAY , 27 nov.
Was sick , unwell . lost of voice .
ugh , cant get up from bed and stuffs .
so helped mum with th cookinggs ..
nothing much ^^
tmrrw going my auntie house to eateat ~

jyeaaah , pics taken during th outing . enjoy ! :DDDDd

11 days to hongkong.

its getting nearer , im so-ohhh-ohappy :)

2009-11-25T23:31:00.006+08:00

The clothes i shopped with my mum yesterdayy .
whee~
loves th shoee (:
ips , lazy to elaborate .
let th pics do th job ^^

&& i need an opinion on th clothes as most of it my mummy chooose fer me (:

13 more days ^^

2009-11-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

i wanted this moment again .

After what happened ytd . i just wanted to forget abt hym .
didnt actually believed that he apologised to me ?
its like first tyme. myb bcos of me showing th middle finger at hym ?
but then , i didnt force you to end your friendship with hym .
seriously .
i may look strong on th outside , but deep inside i still loves hymm .

16 days to

HONGKONG .

2009-11-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

Wheeee ~
FINALLY , i got my 400 BUCKS !:DDDDD
had my 2hours playing cornet facing outside .. i think my sound loud ! O:
i play then it echoed back . hoho .!
cool kan , i took out th old scores and played them .. kinda nice ?
haha , people look up , myb i get their attentioon ??? whee~
hahaa .. kaykay . stop it ^^
den clean up th house , jyeaaah . mcm mother gitukk .
now having probs . ishhh .
idk laaaa , dun even wanna think abt it ...
fuck luhh woman ... [:

something i drew after i realised that i liked him ^^
LAST YEARRR (:

ohh , harvest waves score ! see ! i work hard fer SYF okayy !
:DDDDDD

my shopping lost for HONGKONG (:

17 more days to ..

HONG KONG ! :DDDDD

2009-11-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Lets just say , not all this friend of mine will be my friends for lyfee.
just look. they'll have their own lyfe in th future . BUT certain friends ARE MEANT to be th

bestfriendsforever .

well , i had three bestfriends of minee . im so gonna treasure them alooot .
:DDDDDDDDDDD

i've check th shirts i wanna buy and stuffs . ohhh !
i so ever-exciteddddd ..
:DDDDD
tmrrw getting bursary money ~
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

18 more day tooo ..

HONG KONGGG !

2009-11-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

Im so cannot wait to go hongkong ! 21 more days !
:DDDDD
gonna take section pohoto ! AGAIN ! but with toad and ant now (:
haha , we always get two juniors everyyear . so fun !
hehe , cant wait ..
wanna go my grandpa house . say to him i going hk , and 'll get a few hundreds to shop !
whee ~
getting my bursary this saturday ! hahaha .
best nyeeer ~
i just realised that th boy who died , drowned was a friend of mine ):

gonna buy alot of things next week . hohoh.
yani , aku saaaayaaang sama die (:

and khatyy ! i wanna change ! O:
you're a bestfriend of mineee. No one can replace you ohkay ?
i think im th one who's lacking .
i just felt that you left me out . myb ??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

2009-11-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

whats lyfe without love ? its meaningless . Everybody needs a companion , who doesnt ?

Even if you said you're never in love before , theres a part where you nid someone to just be there for you right ?
hais , someone hurt a best friend of mine ):
fuckers luhhh . Why would you hurt her if you still loves her ? stupidity .
tsk . im trying to trust ur friend . pls dun hurt her .
im sad when shes sad . whats th matter with you ? what had she done to you ??
she loves you alot moron . tsk .

haisssss .

ohh yeah , if you think im not good friend fer you den just tell me and i quit , and just became 'myself'.
its just dat , i know we hav diff background , taste and everything uhh . i know you didnt had an experience in it . i was just askind you for an opinion , if you're in a bad mood . dun show it , its really bad .
i have been patient all this while okay.

ohhhhh , today baand ^^
erm , need to play a solo == I guess if you practice hard enuf you will get it .
ermmmm , going hong kong ! whee ~
room mate with khaty , maams . hee :D
love th hotel ! omg omg omg omg omg .
its BEAUTIFUL !!!!!
can watch th tc while bathing , people can see me bathe . ahahha!

okayokay ..
im waiting fer you tmrrw love .
<3

2009-11-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

ermm ,yeahyeah . going hongkong !
wheeeeeeeee ~
im so goona take pic with him AGAIN ! ohh lao gong <3
once again , im so happy ever happy ever happy . but deep inside , im saad very saddd ):
idk whyyy . mcm , i love him but th way he msged me as if hes' heart opened fer me (?)
lol , hais hais .
yaaaani , aku need kamuuuu . haiyooo .
saaalim salim , jgn mcm gini uhhh . you've hurt me . aloooot .

tsk , band todaay . learned dance stepss . ermm .
sectionals (:
then me and willy was kinda panic cox we still havent photocopy th passport thingy .
so jyeah , khaty went to search ard her house there , den call me and we met .
i get to photocopy for free ! :D hahahahahaah .
kaaay , im feeling so sad nowwwww O:

*sob sob*

2009-11-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

whooo !~
love today , hehe . jamie blanja us eat pizza today . whee.
haha , total was $68.32 , i contribute 2bucks . hahaa .
me , toad , jelly fish and monkey :) saw nazrah working there . hhahaha .
she rebonded ? i guess . hoho . who cares .
erm , jyeah . he replied my msges . PROMISED me that he will msg me once he got back from KL .
he so sweet ! :D
hehehe , saw him in inter . gosh ! he smiled !
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

so sweet + handsome + cute + adorable + evrything nice
= HYM <33

kaykay . im so hyper happy den evr . hahaha .

2009-11-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

Went for faizah and ah boy POP on Friday , faizah march and pei zheng play .
haha , cute luhh . we were like shouting faizah's name and ah boy's. Then a girl said , they wouldnt hear you , its far away . We just ignored and continues shouting .
Well , its was fun ! and disturb sir tx .
jyeah , 67 was fun ! :D
we laughed from th starting of th trip till th end of it . heh .

today , wanted to go for self prac but was having a bad headache . so rest at home .
sleep liao , still having a bad headache . what shud i do ??
hais .
i wanna go HK i dun care . hmpf ~

2009-11-08T00:58:00.004+08:00

I MISS THIS WOMAN, I TELL YOU ~

Band , do physical training when we came across a lizard . a dead one =.= when all th girls shouted . haha . i also join in th fun ~ haha , do on th pirates . sir tx came with his microphone , lap top to record our sound . hahaha . luckily he record my sound only once . he said my sound quite nice .supported ^^
jyeah , its a coincidence that we wore th same shirt today . thanks fer ur shoulder in th bus for me to lean on . i've longed for it dear . must go band with you more !
hehe . okay . im over reacting man .

den went home with mimi and Tiffany . Tiffany wanna change to shorts cox we're going cycling . Den she asked for toilet rolls , den i was like huh ? for what ??
she say , she wanna ___ . haha .
den i went blurr and said that we dun use toilet rolls to ... hahaha!
so i gave her kitchen tissues. ahahahaa .also can luhhhh :)
so i changed . went to eat at mr.prata. sit there ard 1/2 an hour . laughlaugh . hahahaa . funn luhh~ walked to sunpla , rent a couplee bike , jamie took th small onee =.=
so i switched with mimi , and cycled with jamie .
we went to pasir ris park . den th shop auntie call , but i answered th phone and talk chinese..
see ! i good :) rush t th shop and return , went to small mac to buy food. jamie treat ^^
sit under th voiddeck eat there .
disturbed pregnant cats. hahaha . lol !
cant forget seeing them fall down from th bike !
hahaa!! fun , very enjoying .
haha , wanna go escape ! O:
brother took th free tickets , haiyoo ...

he forgived me liaoo , but cannt rush .
treat him as a friend only kk filzah ?
no worries , love needs time filzah :)
i will meet th guy ,
one , fine day ..

syakiran

2009-11-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

There there, video of me and willy practicing singing the pirates of the caribbean song .
we had a great time , for 4 hours ??
FUN fun , took pictures , record our voice , and took a video -.-
haa ,self entertain . Band today , mummy cook fer me ayam kichap ? Heavy rain , sian =.=
shared an umbrella with willy and was soak with rain .
can see everything , gawd only knows.^^
tmrrw looking forward for faizah POP!

Look ,if you didnt believe in a relationship , den what are you ?
gay , lesbo ? o.o
or are you trying to be like him ? hmmm ??? get a lyfe sukers .. It really hurts me .
I know you miss me , yes you do . all i need a second chance , isnt that difficult ? :(
kk , i may be overreacting . But ur someone i need . ( i guess)

idk why am i feeling so sad nowadays ..... it shucks.

2009-11-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up , went for slef practice with willy wonka .

hmm , bored nowadays .

My life turn into darkness when i tend to forget you .
I need a companion , i reall do .

I will upload th pics sometime okay :)

2009-11-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

I had enough :)

so long .. fuckers O:

2009-11-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

SYAMIMI !
i know how you feel okay , dun be sad .
we are th same , as in th feelings we are having now are th same .
hmm, you think i like having him facing infrotn of me most of th time ? i cant bear it .
i feel like crying taos .

jyeaaaah , sick O:
stayed at home th whole day . wanted to go for band . i have to clean up th band room .
but sick , so text smallmilk that im sick .... blah blah .
hmm , nowadays always listen to th pirates song . :D

she's a bitch , hes a jerk .
dosent that match ?? :)
so long fcukers .

2009-10-31T22:58:00.003+08:00

Having cramps all over my body .
just because of playing th playground on Thursday , after doing th CIP .
haha , so long nvr play th playground. kinda miss it though (:
Had my mum to help me massage my legs , very pain !
so went to band today , still had 300 pumpings and 2 time to clean th band rm .
wth ):
Done 100 pumpings just now , so left with 200 . still a lot okaay !
den went down to run .. sectionals .
hmm , very tired today .
veryvery . O:
getting ready for th competition , and performance . im so excited ! :D
after band,went home alone . and im having a habit of sleeping in th bus every saturday after band ! O: buy 3pratatelur and bread .
after eating,play guitar hero 3 , expert liaaoooo ~
Sleepsleep , woke up when my mum say theres pizza waitin for me ^^
&& blog~

Why am i feeling down nowadays ? Is it my fault or his ?
idontknow . i dun wanna fall in love anymore . i cant take it .Hes urs bitch .
go take him , stop giving him hopes ass. :)
Im tired of it liao . im giving you space okaaay .
bye love ~

syakiran.

2009-10-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today last day of reverie . idk how to spell =p
we did quite .... hmmm . bad ? good ?
idk luhh ehy ~
so we didnt went into class the whole day :D Best seyh !
we had mr hafiz talk in the morning , funny la him . he showed his photo when he was sec 4?
FAT siaah ! he was labelled as babi :x
Den he told us his life story den diet laa , that laa , this laa den he showed us his skinny pic .
damn skinny laaa . haha . den had our recces , which was just fer 15 minutes . pathetic seyh .
then went up to the music room fer an activity . funfunfun ! :D
we do mcm stomp gitu . nice~
cinoneh people tahh , cannt kene noisy but they ARE noisy themselves -.-
lol uhh .
den end school early , best best ! (:
had sectionals , kinda stress but fun laaa .

monday
went to watch movie with yani , sab,ngn farahin .
had fun (:
sayang dieorg :D
took alot of pics with semut ~
post it next tyme ! :D

Iloveyoubby.
i try not to be so desperate okay ? cox im not(:

2009-10-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 12 BDAE TO YOUUU (:

stayed at homee . as in rot (?)
very bored but fun , haha . Im getting addicted to giutar hero2 on ps2 .~
woohoo ! im an expert noww (:
i get to run th notes on th controller , heh !
so its zahin birthday , kak mirah bought him a chocolate cake , so long didnt hav any cake ):
so celebrate and msg hyyym ~
he replied , which is a good thing kan ? heh .
i think yas has told hym abt dat tyme , hmm .. myb ?
but he sti;; 'LOVES' his ttm , booddoohh O:
hais , i will get him . fer suree kan yanni ! :D

insyaallah we will be together okay kiki ? :D
hahaha, th name was fer fun~
imissyou la bby .
soon , you will be mine .( evil laugh! )

2009-10-24T21:36:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 630 early in th morning to pray ! Very sleepy okaaay , slept late ytd cox got this person is trying to teach a lesson to me uh kononkonon ~
so siapsiap go city hall to take bursary then came across my primary school friend . (:
mcm ah beng , th way he talks and sit . But when it comes to going up th stage to take th cheque , he told me hes scared . gundu seyhh . (:
den make new friends , change numbers and stuffs . quite fun ~
th food there so hard , eeew . not nice :(

you betrayed us ):
So go home , change and went out again to meet faizah , mashita and afiqaah .
was supposed to meet si tabla to giv his form , abeh si gundu tu ader interview . tsk O:
so went plaza singapura to see GU JUN PYO . I was in th crowd , then me and afiqah while faizah and mashita . I planned to push people but den nnti people mrh . Den da bingit so i push people but i blamed th person bhind me. laawl =p
came across this one auntie (?) she told me ,' tolak jekk dokk ! tkyah kesah ! ' den i look at her and smile , so me and her teamwork-ed pushing th woman and girls in front of us . leaving afiqah alone bhind , poor girl O: Then found out that GU JUN PYO is NOT cming ! )':
mcm nk cry okaaay ! omg , our effort was worthless . tk baek tau GU JUN PYO !
i go to your hotel and rape you ! afiqaah ! lets go !
go every hotel and check ! :D
But its a good experience , very fun . get th chance to see th security gets angry , th face turning red mcm pakai blusher ! :x
Since we didnt get to see GU JUN PYO , den we decided to walk walk at HMV to look out fer korean pop songs . den went home . coz tired liaaaaoooo ~

You seems busy nowadays , imissyoutruckloads.
syakiran .

2009-10-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

BOO ! haha , didnt posted fer a few days . yeah , im too tired as im so busy with bandband nowadays yaaa .
So go home sleepsleep & sleep =.=
get our results back ! O: veryvery dissapointing laa .
heh , most of it fail ? especially combined humanities . hais . apa nk jadi ??
but then , cannot do anything else rytee ? (:
so , lets just pray and hope i wont retain yeah ?
cross our fingers , hand , hairs , toes , everything laaa ~
heh .

BFF ! :D
im happy that i get to control myself , to be patient ! ini semue hanya satu cobaaan kn kn ?
i wanted to resume msging hym by __ november . (:
heh , but i really really miss him . mcm nk ajak die klua uhhh .
but paiseeyh =p
i wanna let it be official can ? 0.o

tmrrw shud be going to see LEE MIN HO !!
hahaha , hot hot (:
so cannot sbaar ! :D mesti take picturee !
aaaaah ! khadijaaah ! i will hug himm =p

2009-10-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

see!myadeeek cute kaaaan (:

Life sucks . really . idk what to react . idk what to say .
I think i had enough . I think im putting to an end to this . But i cant stop thinking abt you luh bacen . You're lyke a drug to me . An addictive one . Bby , i know its not the true you when you are with them ,its just the 'acting' part of you. Its not th ACTUAL you .
I want you . I need you . idk uhh .
hais . But i just leave you fer th moment now okay ??(:
i know you wont miss me . But you always say harsh words towards me but i stayed calm and tried my best to get near you .
but its also up to you , but then mesti ade isi hati perut uh .
You think of urself , baceeen uhh .
hais . Im not giving up GOOOOOONG (:

To love someone is so not easy~

2009-10-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday to amsyar ! (:
Daa big tau , mesti tawu jage diri okehh ! Jgn naughty2 .
andd , jyeaah . Had our very last paper today , which is art.
3 hours sitting on th chair , think its easy uhh? My butt was warm after sitting fer along tyme ! haha , stress okay , think art easy uhh ?
i slept late ytd , since i hav to finish my artwork . had cramps all over my fingers . hoho ~
now, can relax liaaao ! :D
no more exams , so in th mood fer holidays . Im scared fer promotion day ):

Yesterday meet yanii , khaty and sab . Do our art (:
but at th end we didnt finish . lol uhh .
yelaaah , girls kn . we talked alot , as in GOSSIP . hoho .
wanna found out ? ask us ! haha .
okaaay , laaawl .

imissyou.iloveyou.ilikeyou.iadmireyou.
ilikeEVERYSINGLEthingaboutyoubby.

Falling in love is th second best thing in th world . Finding you is th first.

2009-10-16T16:44:00.004+08:00

Cute kan2 ! :D

well ,thanks fer being there fer me okay willy wonka , lady gaga . ahahahaha .
we got our maths paper and english paper2 with oral today ):
quite saddening ughh ....
with th results i get , haiyoo .
jyeaaah , you guys shud know what i meant kan .
Final Year was damn though .
mr wan said , who ever gets 40 and above is considered good , cox th paper he set is th express standard .
so i get __ and im still considered good ! :D
Im sad fer myself , and my classmates too .
see them comforting each other when we are feeling down is so touching .
Sunshine 2 ! its okay , you hav tried your best rytee ?? O.o
so dun worry alot alot okaay (: Th other sunshine will always be there fer you . IPW group , jiayouuu !
I hope i wont get retained , i confident i wont .
Left with tuesday ,art . English was dissapointing though . Khadijah got th top(?) fer oral i guess .

Whaaat onlyy si dekktu , if you hav tried ur best and think you can do betta den her , tk yah nk bingit2 ngn kwn aku uhhh . She pass and its her luck whaaat . Yg kau nk geram2 apasal ? hmpf .kau yg tk uat btol2 tu ... ape sajerrr . tkper luhh . da bgs tu skola dah nk dkt hbs . tkyah tgok muker kau lagik .ngn anjings kau tuu .

Went fer th briefing in th band room . Oh , get to see my conductor . imisshim lotss ! (:
We are going overseas ! wheee~
im so cannt wait !!! (: band resume on wednesdaaaay ):
was planning to eat on that day but ader banddd . So we hav to cancel it .
hmm , myb go on thursdaaay (?) pape plan duluu uhhhkk .

So im considered irritating to you ? ): whyy , i tried so much to get to know youuu . im not giving up , cox i know its a regretful thing to do .But just prove to me dat my decision is worth it okaaay? i hope you get what i meant.. and bff , thanks okay . i Know you and hym hav helped me alot . But he find me irritating . den how am i supposed to 'contact' with himm? once a week ? i will msg hym once a week okay ?anw , thanks alot semuut . I dun wanna gadohgadoh uhhh . th way you talk or msg mcm i did smething wrong ):

i♥youbby.

2009-10-15T21:37:00.004+08:00

At last ! written exams are finally over !!
:D left with art . prep work not done !! hais . its like i havent finish some of it .
then its a THREE hours paper . But only drawing , so , easy~
aiming to get A1 fer art , idk if i can get that (?)
tmrrw , mr wan is going through th maths paper , only fifteen passes .
Its so little !):
im so nervous fer tmrrw , idk if i'll pass my maths . but 50-50 i think i fail .
i've made alot of mistakes . O:

gaaaawd , im sorry okay bff ): I was bored then , nk klua .
so i ajak kau uhhh .
den i just realised that i've got no money O:
sorry laaah .
okayokay?(:

im starting to miss you now , hais .
i wanted to get close with you .
can i?
i♥youbby.

2009-10-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

Maths paper was damn damn hard okaaaay ):
paper onee was kinda hard , kinda easy .tk tawu uhh .
STRESSS ! O:
kaykay , dun want talk abt maths anymore , focus on th rest .
time flies so fast , now left with social studies , chem , malay and art.
OMG ! art havent finish ! hais , wanted to study social studies just now but cant get it into my brain . mcm susah gitu~
i think i have to work on my combine humanities ):
well , its just this week . then can relaxed after examinations ends .
ohh , i cant wait fer holidays .

ohhh , idk why i lyked to see people's facebook . mcm fun gituk kan~
hahah .

xoxo

2009-10-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hais ,didnt expect bio was quite easy i supposed (:
geography was HELL !
I woke up , was kinda nervous fer th papers and its th first tyme im so worried sick ! O:
I was doing th biology , then my perutt gave me problems ):
so i was lyke trying to calm myself down .
Then got to study fer geog , mush2 more stress ! O:
ate nuggets but still hungry . haha . walked to toilet a few times but still cant shit .
pathetic kan2 !

yahhhh , zayyanii (:
idk what you meant =p
haha , but im WAITING fer hym (:
hehe , have faith and patience ~

aku sayang smaa diaaa ;D but , idk if he will accept me one daaay .
:(

8 moreee daaays (:

2009-10-10T23:19:00.007+08:00

I think im starting to miss this guy (:

Jyeaah , stayed at home . STUDY STUDY STUDY !
fer this week , goonna concentrate on my studies ):

swaay , im having my bio and geography papers on th same daaay :(
im so stressed out now !
omg ,bio tau !!! O: Someone told me to read ten year series , i would help .
i guess ? okay , i try dat way okeh ! (:

will post longer after exams !!

I dont know if to give up to continue waiting fer you bby ):

10 more daaays~

2009-10-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

Tmmrw is my first paper , fer english . Im not that worry abt it , but sway seyhh .
We are having Geo and Bio on th same day ! O:
WHAT TH ?!
haha , now all of us struggling lyke hell ~
hais . :(
english gonna be easy, i was lucky to get mr r.john to become my oral teacher !! :B
next week is nightmare !! O:
EXAM EXAMS EXAMS !!!

Mr haddad went in our class,relief ms neoo .
eheheheh , he is so fcuking CUTEE !
with that curly hair of his . && phyllis , he look more cute with hair !!
^^
gaaaaaawd . i cant wait fer my holidaaays .
mesti adaaaa band (: can meet hyyym ~

khadijah you know what i meant jyeeah (:

idk if to give up or not , all i know is that i dun wan to regret with my decisions.
iloveyou more den anyone else . and i changed fer you .
i hope you realise what i hav done fer you .
pls forget her , move on with lyfee bby .
she treat you as friend , jgn shiok sendiri . yarh its true we wont get what we want in lyfe .You wont get her even if you wait .
get it?(:

12 More daays~(:

2009-10-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Nothing much today .
woke up , go school . My day today sucks ~
pissed off ngn ridhwan 3t . Keep disturbing me and iman .
whatthfcuk laaaa . O:

youuu oh yoouuuu ..
i hope all my hardwork is not worthless okehh ?
i change fer you , and im sincerely waiting fer you(:

its okaaay , we start of as friends .
as loong as you will gimme a chance to love you ,
i'll try my very best okay bby ? <3

13 more daays ~

2009-10-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

Unknown people kept msging me . hais .mls nk lyn uhhh .
This how he go,
Him : heylow (: boleh kenal2?
Me : err , you are?
Him : Im ... from bedok south .
Me : who gave my number to you ?
Him : a frined of mine from tampines sec .
Me : Ohh , so you not going to tell ? then too bad , BYE .
Him : abeh jual mahal ??

then im so not going to lyn that guy ..ahaahhah .
fuck kan , people giving my numbers away . thinking that i will lyn their friends . fuck off~
so on friday went jln rayer with them. Was fun ! ;D
many things happened , we even get stuck in th lift !! O:
haha , so im not gonna to tell everything .

today , stayed at home . was doing art and fell asleep~
very tirred okehh !
sp meet yanii at night and went popluar to buy stuffs fer art ;D
eat at mac and talked2 (:

its getting late now , i have to sleep :(

mum starting to nag , my eyelids are getting heavy .

2009-10-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today i was very tired , idk why ! O:
woke up fer school , my mother was lyke nagging ... -.-
She shouted at me .. 'FILZAH ! da pukul enamempatpuluh ! tk tawu bgn pe ? gasak filzah uh ! ' hahahah . funny though~
so took 28 to interchange , then saw hin in th bus !
so we took 67 to school .
I was very hungry today , idk why ?
so i buy a hotdog roll and a cream puff .
so reached school .
Went training room to take our breakfast , got bread ! ;D i was lyke so happy ! fisrt period bio , swaaaaay...... !
i was half dead when th next period was mother tongue .. -.-

hahahahah , wei ming steam seyyy . he watch porn in class~

fucking pissed off with that fellow ! tk happy ckp uhh !nabei cheebai .
hmpf , tkper .
one daay , people will tend to hate you .
get away from you , even your dogs biatcch !

hais , yesterday was a disaster O: shud have talked to hym, hais .
i wanna turn back th clock !!!
ohhh pleaseee !
but , i just know hym for one weeek ,
come on filzah !
you dunno th inner part of hym !
for goodness sake ! ):
went to inter with danial and naufaaal <3

buy stuffs !! and took photo of naufal just now!

cute tawww~

Tmrrw jln rayaaa !~
must take lot of pics (:

YANII ZAYYANI , thanks fer everything . ily (:

2009-09-30T00:08:00.001+08:00

IM FEELING SO SAAAAD O:

2009-09-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

What a bad day i had today . i was late for school . I woke up latee :(
woke up at 7.10 den went out from house at 7.30 . i took my duit raya and rush out from home . No choice but kene take taxi kan . so sad , my money . but too bad laa , i didnt woke up early (:

finally my efforts was not wasted ,i studied alot for my chemistry and i passed ;D
27.5/40 hahah , sikit kan ? but still pass what . haha . okay .
so me and khad had fun today ~
after school lepaked wioth yanii and sabrinaah , da lamer tk lepak ngn dieorg . so took 222 den sit there . got ET ? aahaha .
den went mac and eat (:
its was fun when some NEWS happened to spread by a particular person .hais .
i cried , jyeaah . it was kinda sad , seriously .
idk what he felt for me , why he got angry ? is he jealous ? is he just trust me ? what he took me as ? is my effort all worth it ?
alot of things came to my mind .
kk , now i promised not to contact any of you guys again uhh , fucking seriously .
i hate korang , th whole lot of you . hais . tkper laaa .
i wont even see you guys again . hoho ;D

kk , you . trust me okay ?? O.O
and ..

KHAADIJAAH.
Good luck for tmmrw okeeeh~ haha , jadi MC seyh !
i dun even get th chance to naek stage :( hoho .
and and , you sing kan2 ? sing btol2 tau ! hahah .
jgn nervous (: look at me jekk !
hahaha . mcm lesbooo seyhhh !~ ohhhh .
make sure its FUN . hahaha !

im still sad O:
i need him !

2009-09-27T22:13:00.007+08:00

Today busy seyhh , woke up at 9am . so early fer me (: hehe . texted hym <3
woke up at 9 am . and cleaned up th house .so my mum came home from ntuc with my brother and we started cooking , i cooked roti kirai and my mum cooked th cravings (:
haha , since my relatives are cming kn , so must be very rajin todaaay . After cooking , dad called asked me to sent some of th roti to my nenek house by BIKE ! i was lyke oh okaay (:
so it took me less than halk an hour to reach there , and i chatted with my datuuk , so cute (:
know what ? he asked me how mush HE gave me during hari raya , i siad , $8 ? he suddenly got angry and said , no ! i tot its $12 ?? so i just say isit ?oh yess . just lyn laaa .
den he gave me 10 bucks cox i told hym i cooked th roti kirai fer hym (: haha .
so by th tyme i reached home my relative da smpi , need to lyn them .
and after they left , my another came . so kne lyn lagikk -.-
tired okehhh ! ;D

jyeaah , on friday went jln rayer with n2 peeps . quite fun , and some others feelings too ! shh ! cannot tell ! :X so after everythin , me , hinn , fee and mutaliff went th garden bhind th old school of ours and chat till 2am . we tell our problems we had while fee smokee . haha ! we waited for our mums to call den we will go home ~ good kan3 ? ;D so took taxi home , sent fee first , hin wanted to slp at my hse tapi tk jadi , we wanted to sit at th void deck with mut until th next daay tapi tk jadi . my face VERY tired .

2009-09-25T14:57:00.003+08:00

SO tired , clean up the house since my friends are cming later (: today school was quite fun , saddening as i fialed most odf my subjects for common test . i have to buck up ! O:
my subjects are falling , idk what to do . now talking with yanni on th phne . talking about hym (:
haha . nabil told me to watch webcam tease at youtube , so idk what is that (?)
so i watch it in youtube , it came up to be very disgusting . what la th girl , shiok sendiri .
ewwww. O:
fcuk laaa nabil ! hahaha , joking~
okay laa , have to meet farahin before meeting th rest later.
hmm , going to shafiqah;s house first ,i guess ? i just go with th flow then (:
hahaa , idk why but kinda of cannot wait . hehe .okehh .
i want to collect alot of money :(
hais O:

you ,i need your massages !

2009-09-22T13:46:00.004+08:00

hoho, now in th computerlab .doing survey~ haha , CE lesson . nothing better else to do.today was not that bad . can come down to canteen eat liao (: heh . th canteen was muchmuch more meriah with th malays. see! th malay are th better ones. hoho .;D hari raya was not too bad . only get a few on th first day . sch sucks , people threw bottle caps at me. hmpf !O:
i hate them. hee. k,gtgbyee~ will upload hari raya pics at nights.

2009-09-11T22:38:00.005+08:00

As usual , holiddaaays are kinda bored , kinda fun .Didnt get to meet friends , kinda of miss school days (?) Went for biology remedial , ugh . Ass was tooo heavy , my boddy cant get up to go to school . My holiday wasnt lyke A HOLIDAY . I was lyke going to school EVRYDAY ? HMPFF . So what the hell laaaa. then went for self practice , had slef practice with faizaaah , we were DAMN BORED . i still need practice you see .

So jyeeah , today's weather was great ! :D
caan make me sleep onee ! O: Tmmrw mummy asked me follow her buys shoes for hari rayaa !
hahaa , i still havent buy my clothes .. *sob sob*
heh , nehmind . hahah ! (:

2009-09-08T23:38:00.004+08:00

Today went band , jyeeah .
i thought i didnt get the chance to go for band , cos i was lyke having a conflict with mummy so jyeah . haha . tmrrw big day (?)
hahaa . to me it is ! heh ~
im so excited and cannt wait for tmrrw (:

hehe , i cant wait ro see EVERYTHING . haha !
th band room , th school ! th people there ,hahaa .
aloot aloot laaa ^^
haha , and again mimi , that 'COOL' person . haha ! i wanna see how 'COOL' he can be jyeaaaah .

TERserempak ngn khairul -sunpla . long lost friend tadi .
hahaha , say i da tambaaah _____. so badd , say i look mature liaaoo .
hmpff , he also look very very old ! ckp org jekk .
haha . okeh2 :B

gotta rest for tmrrw , jiayous ! haha ;D

MAFHFUZUUR !
Good lucck for your Nlevel baceeen ~

2009-08-31T21:54:00.002+08:00

wishing all th teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAAY !
Thanks fer teaching , even though we didnt lyke , paying attention (?)
hahaha(:
so , 8.00 - 9.00 : aces daaay ;D
do th boxing thing . haha ! only me and khadijah was hyper -.-
9-1130 : lessons , which are damn bored . but didnt study luhh . who even has th mood to study on th very day ? sleng .
11.30-12.00 : recess . went to search for teacher . then saw sukrito and maam stephanie :B
both of them cute ! :x
hahaha!
12.00-1.00 : concert ,not dat well organized though but overall 50-50.
after that , meet rusydi <3
imisshim !!!~

hahaa , took 28 with them , went to tnps with asraadiq and that kental guy , wesleey .
ahha , fun bunch of people to go with .(:
disturb that weley alot alot of tymes . met a few peeps i knew , remembered their name (:
see ! i dun hav stm (:

suddenly two indian guys came to me asking am i filzah ? so i said , OF COURSE .
haha , then he said i changed and bla bla . so we exchanged numbers .
play football with th two gundus . ahah ! meet azraadiq broo . haha
NOOR SHUKRI . haha !
haha ,4 indians happen to sit along th corridor . so i named them CORRECTLY (:

2009-08-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-28T21:04:00.002+08:00

hmm , today was quite tiring idk why . heh ,
so restless , my days sucks in school . what a lyfee ~
hmm , didnt want to be hyper ever again , as in must CONTROL .
fasting also what , cannt happy happy , 'over' gitu kns .
so i kept quiet nowadays, haha .
today got sectionals . hmm , fun laa (:
got sir tx , at least they make me smile .
hmm , sorry hor you guys . (: idk why but im sorry , aahaha .
lawl ~
i dun wanna create more prob uh .i dun lyke talks . ahaha .

hais , th sch is so daaamn quiet without th sec 4s this year . :(
haha , kinda 'miss' them though .
haha , cox their batch was so called th best . :B

last loong with her okeeh baoobeii <3>
imissyou ! 'why must i miss people ?? hais . so stuupid .
BAGAA .

I NEEED :

A TIGHT TIGHT HUG!

ugh,i want , miss his hug (:

2009-08-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

today went for band , as pernormal .. yeeah (:

heh , yesterdaay , someone 'mind read' me , haha !
said uhh , hers what he mind read about my attitude , needs and wants . idk , stuffs lyke ddat =p

-he said that i want people to help me to top up pp8 which is totally true -.-
-he says i lykee horny guyss (:
-he says i only want hym , haha .
but its lyke everything was so fcuking true ! hmpf ,
ahahaha !
got alot but i forget liaaao :x

hahaha ! mentang mentang da besar kn .
hahaha !
georgia rocks okeeh ! :B

2009-08-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

well , something happen during recess . hmm , fight ??
haha , at first i saw what this first group ran out th canteen with this chinese guy the talk talk . then what thing they fight . as in FIGHT .
haha , then th whole second gang ran up to them , kononnye 'backups' heh .
then suddely got said at the end , haha . so funny laaa ;D

so mr hafiz talked to them outside th office , where we can see laa .
so my friend took this pic .

but everything is okeh noww (:

and , mahhfuuzurr .
i know im FAT .
gotta loose weight . but im not actually fat . -.-
heh . whaaat onlyyy .
i have your secrets beybeeh ! ;D
ahahah , (:

and to my namtab , ily and im waiting for you okehh .
i take my word <3
i miss your batman perfumee~

2009-08-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

as per normal , went band and had our warm up and stuffs .

at 345 , had auditions for th sec 1s . a first both of them failed .
but then i passed them two after auditioning them th fourth time .
th mood wasnt that good nowadays .
hais .

sorry jyeaah , today im so pissed of , dissapointing .. ughh ! fcuk laaa .

2009-08-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

Today went for band , jyeeah .
pissed off ~
hmpff ! hais . dun wanna talk about it jyeeah .
today mr wan didnt came . hmm , for two weeks cox he went for reservist .
idk how to spell , hahaha .
laaawl .
mr ... i forget his name teach us maths . me and khadijah went into th class and was .. shock ?? ahahah , then he told us to take out our text bok and stuffs .
so he teach teach , only me was th one answering to hym . but then i didnt even understand a thing laaa . just to make sure he is not alonee ~ hehe .
whaaaat onlyyy (:

so as miss anisah , she didnt came today , so a relief teacher came.
then what thing she went to roy and asked hym whether roy got said that her face look lykee ?
germain or sanjaaay , HAHAHA ! ;D
then keep talk chinese , lyke not happy lyke that .
i think shes a china woman or smething? 0.o
heard from fabian that she dun lyke th word ORANGE .
hahaha , we keep disturbing her ORANGE ORANGE .
(:

haha ,thats all .
jyeeaaaah , i must try hard to increase my section standard . its falling ! ;(
but its not going to be me , only me to work hard .
its teamwork . its not only individuaaal . its as a section .
please la work hard . dun be so freaking slow . must have th sense of urgency !
ughhhh .! ;(

2009-08-16T00:01:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY , go for self prac .
so lonely , had sectionals too ~ then train my section. they played very th soft with th mutes on .
so i tell them to play louder and louder but they didnt do it . at last they did play loud . i guess?
so got stomach ache , ask cheryl lum to follow go toilet . i scared :x
den blanja her brownie .
and had self prac , at five . i was SHOOED by someone .
cox certain people nid do punishment so i was very lonelyy .
:(

today went airport sent my auntie . migrating to Australia .
hais . haha . so didnt turn up for band :(
heh~
jyeaaah , people criedd~
hahaha . so went mac with mum and my brothers . EAT EAT ;D
took alot of pics~

readthis(:

2009-08-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

TODAY went to esplanade , watch th fireworks .
wasnt that as what i expectedd . went with some people idk who .
ahaahha , i lykee suhailaaa , that makcik in purple .. (:
aku rindu you laaa daniaaaal , sorry aytees .
i make you wait for half an hour , cox i text u alot of tymes and no connection uhhh . understand k bi ?? (:
i miss you , yes i doo <3
and maaaafuuzuu , sorry i didnt make it to meet you . i dun wan u to go home latee (:
and daguu , aku sorry tk gi ngn kau , aku paisehh uhhh ! ;D

tired , dun wanna post alott ...
ahhaah (:

2009-08-08T22:47:00.004+08:00

Went to th macdonalds todaaaay , with faraahiin ~
haha , do homeworrk .
from 3 to around eight ? hhaha .
looong laaa ~
chaaated too ;D
talked about 'something' hahahaha .

was so damn fcuking pissed off with HER .
i hate herr ! oh sidektu . flirt with th sec 4s jekk .
klau la aide lawa tu tkpe uhh .
nabeicheebai .
ahahahaha ;D
mcm sewel , smile at people only .. you think you cute uh ?

i hate *********!!!
haiyooo . ughh !
baru sec1 tau ! :d

jyeaaah , sorry heh .
was supposed to mit gary just now but he cant go out .
so tk jadi .
(:
sorry yaa people . nowadays im so feeling lyke slapping someone .
why must she flirts ? is she THAT preety to you ??
eh , you tgok pat cermin uh you .
you think im a doll to pass me around ?? im so stupid to love you.
what is so good about her ??
huh huh ???
bodo nyeeer lelaki nowadaaaaaays .
;D

2009-08-07T21:09:00.009+08:00

happy advance 44th birthday singapore and to mr taaan ! ;D
and happy birthday to ms liyanaa !

today th wholee shcool wears RED . except th band (:
hehe , unique okehhh !
hahaha , so played th majulah singapore , honor roll march,and extra song ordered by mr hafiz .
haha , sounded strangee but at least we had fun (:

th band is th hyper ones . hahah !
lamee la th whole school . mcm batu .
nvr move one .. -.-
haha , went to kfc to eat but FULL ..
den walk to long john also full , haiyoo . dat moment was lykee really hungry .
i was damn tired den fell asleep at longjohn as th rest go order .
heh .
waited for faizah and mashita . went to tamp , took 67 .
saw hym at on th bus . ;D
hahaha .

oh weelll , dats alll ~

2009-08-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

AT LAAAAAST , th elective module finish liaoo ,.
so happy ;D
haha , jyeeah i received around 7 presents for my bdae ?
hahaha . alot okehh .
ferst tyme i received alot of gifts .
hehe , aku rindu yanniii , sabrinaaaa and th rest laaaa :(
i wonder if they missed me ?
hais , they always make me laugh .,.
but now kite da tk mcm rpt . heh . but still meet ma .
hahah .
sayaaang dieorggg ~
oh jyeah , thanks faizah and khaty for th shirt (:
nice laaaaa .
hahaha , thanks jamie for th big big bear !
thanks rian for th monkeeey .!!! ;D
thanks asraaadiq for th bearr ,
hahaha .
thanks daddy for th hot choco (:
and lastly ,
thanks mimi and ah lian for th card . ilyou guys .
i want to ride th bike with you again mimi !(x
fun okehhh !~

2009-08-03T00:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE ! AHHAHA ;D
havent sleep yett (:
collecting birthday wishh ~
hahaha , many people msged ;D

hahaa , received a bear from asraaadiq .
ahahahaha !
big daaay tmrrw (:

hahaha , good nights to me ! ;D

2009-08-01T21:41:00.005+08:00

today got baand ;D
hahaha , very tired . idk whyyy :(
heh .
HAPPY BDAE RUSYDI ! AND SIR HONG YOOONG ;D
old liaoo .
hahaahaah ! ytd go sectionals and self prac (:
heh~
took photo of th class photo ;D

we played with Ju on's specs !

'wei ming during his 'baby' period (:

3N2 ! looove looove <3

Hyun Jooong in korean spelling !
Izzati (:

heh . my post has been very short all this whileee (:
idk what to writee la bacenn ! ;D

2 MORE DAYYS ;D

2009-07-30T20:54:00.005+08:00

today got cooking (:
deeenah nvr comee . so do with pehhpeekk ;D
hahaha , play with th flour .
woahhh , i can cook 3 dishes in 2 hours ~
ahahaha .
FUN FUN .
nothing much todaaaay ;D
oh jyeah went to clarke quay ytd .. hahaha .
i loove th fries (:

3 MOREEE DAAAAAYS ! ;D

2009-07-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

today got elective modulee . AGAAIN .
but today nbr cook , boreddd . we do mocktail and stuffs .
since tmrrw we hav field trip to clarke quay ?
hahaha .
so my course end faqst so rush to baaand .
seee , i can even die for my baaand ;D

hahaha , th syf photos are out and so the vedios (:
watched and th last part damn saaad ;(

ahahha , dats for todaaaay (:

naaaaah , natashaaaa khhoooo !
your picthasss ;D

2009-07-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

today got band after school , had sectionals .
so arrange my section to their parts . really confusing leiii .
cox i scared lata my husband say my arrangement wroong :(

then aqilah came to teach th juniors while i teach th seniors . so i combine both .
then mimi , wen wen and jamie go 'gossip' at the third level :(
i think im not a good sl :(
so teach rian how to count . haha .

then stayed until 630 lyke daaat . get free food !
bcox today is th pass out parade for saint john . then got 'leftovers' , but still hot uhh .
so eat... then go homee with lalaaat , hahha !

2009-07-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

ytd got bad headache , so didnt post . heh .
ytd got band phototaking . so fun yet HOT .
ahhaha .

today school as pernormal again . got phototaking ! ;D
so went home late cox go band . cannot play th instrument until lyke 5.45 lyke that ? cox got th listening compre ma .
hahaha , so cant play den i teach amelia , th sec one how to count 1ena .
at first she dk then i teach her , hahaha .

so go home with hadi and gang , with cecilia and gang .
haahahha , so went to tmart alones cox i hungry den go buy cheese waffle .
heh~
so now at homee .
ahahaha .
ohh yaaaa ,
IDRIS ITS A DEAL RYTEEE?
IDRIS LYKE NATASHAAA !
HAHAHAHA !

hahaha , natashaaa , i joking la deyyy .
ahahahah .
ape tah tad dieorg ckp ape tahh,
sombonggg .
ahahaah ;D

2009-07-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

TODAAAY WASS REALLY REALLY FUN ! ;D
hehe , got performance at botanic garden !
so we are th second band to perform . so we played our songs ~
we were considered th 'most entertain' band for today .
jyeah , not THAT proud . but i , as in th WHOLE band was having fun !
so i ask some of th sec1s how was it .
they said it was very scary but they wanted to dance again ! ;D
then today is th second last performance with th sec4s ... ;(
saaaaaaad .!
haiyooo , we cried . bcox th most hyper onee in th band is th graduating members ma .

to all my dearest sec4s :

eventhough i only spent 3 years with you guys ,
but seriously th most fun batch is you guys th batch.
without you guys its lykee so quiett . ;(
im so gonna miss you guys !
LOVEE YOU GUYS ! and to maam M and aqilah ,
its been a hard tyme to get along tgt at ferst . but after all this tyme ,
we did get along tgt and had fun !
but we will still keep in contact with each other rytee ?
hehe , ily <3

2009-07-18T19:54:00.003+08:00

today got baaaaaaaand ;D
rehearse th whole day ,
which is kinda fun to me .
im so so excited for th day , hahaa !
then sir nurrudin came , i love his looks . mcm fashion designer ! ;x

watch th sec 1s ... cute cute cute ! wear th thing thing on their head .
hahah !
this is sir nurrudin!
haha,funny guy !
eat at kfc with us after band . then told us about th phne sex and stuff !
hahaha .
funny funny .
hahaha !
okey okehh .tmrrw big day laaa.
very excited !!! xD

oh okay ,
xoxo
FILZAAAAAH,.

2009-07-15T21:05:00.003+08:00

today went ite . was quite fun though ;D
didn't expect that th ite was that NICE (:
so went out in th morning to meet khaty and fara . then heavy rain ! ;(
in th bus , saw hafiz and fee run in th rain , funny siot ! ;x
where actually we also hav to run coz we hav no umbrella !
stupidd siot ! (:

haha , i was lyke shivering laaa !
hahaa . so went there at 830 . saw rusydi <3
hahahha ! kk , i admit i miss hym aites ;D
haha , meet hym after school .
talk talk .
gawd , his hair CURLY siaa ! mcm peeerm gituu !
i cant stand his hair , really haas !
so he sent me homee .
jyeah , his smile is sooo unforgetable~
hhaha . go ite , quite tiring .
walk in th canteeen almost everyone set their eyes on us .
i ask my bro to book place for two ^_^
me and khaty only~
so buyed our food and he left . so what la !
i was lyke tempting to try every food there . as in ade cream puff . my favourite !!!
haha , got cakes somemore ! ><
hhahaa , now i think i going to get fuu . thats what my mum said , busteed kn !
heh , sorry mummy !
thats all , tmrrw still go ite ;D
hoho !

2009-07-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

today school as per normal (:
hmm , fasting todaaay . still got many days i still havent pay back yet which is lyke so many :(
today idk why my class mcm noisy gitu .
so wth laaaa. so wanted to went home when aqilah ask me follow her to popular .
i also dun wanna go home early . hahaha .
den followed her , now got headache . -.-

so yeah , i forgetting hym liaaooo .
but i still miss hym .
i must be STRROOONG !! >.<
heh . you people think its easy la .
say , forget hym forget hym .
what has passed has passed.
fcuk la ! you think what !
wth.
hais . he told me he loved me , and now he dumped me .
pathetic ryte .

2009-07-11T17:23:00.007+08:00

today stayed at home as my whole body aches ;(
do p.e on Tuesday ..really really though one .
p.e teacher says my class has lost our 'fitness' so we nid to gain again -.-
wth la .
7 people not in attire , 7 minutes late .
so total 70 push ups plus diamond ones !
since he said our 'fitness' decreases , we nid to run outside school . den do 15 push ups in th blue pigment , squats in th other pigment then jumping jacks . first do 10 then 15 then 2 , 25 den decreasing .
its some sort a 2.4km run but additional of those exercises.
fcuk la .
body damn cramp ;(

ytd went watch movie with dearest yaaaaaani<3>so loong nvr go out with her .
met her at 5pm den watch ice age 3 . we wanted to watch th 3D onee but very th expensive . 13bucks sia !
so watch th normal one , 10bucks ;(
still ex to me .
den went to th block near th library there , chat chat with her and go home at nine pluss (:
took photo toos ! ;D

2009-07-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

at last, BLOGG !
since ytd i tried to log in but cant ;(
den today refresh th page many many tymes den can (:

oh yeah , today was lyke wth laaa.
oh , msged hadii th whole aftenoon . which was lykee ..
saaad-dening ,
told me everything about that 'guy'...now i knew what hes up to .
all i can say is FCUK FCUK FCUK ;D
oh yeah , cried th whole afternoon.
fell asleep after listening to sentimental songs~
you imagine la eh ,
if that particular person actually comforts you with a tight hug when you're feeling down .
you woulkld probably treasure dat person ryte .
den you began to love and trust hym ,
but then he some sort of twotimed you and stuffs.
haiyooo , LOOOONG SOTRRY LAAA.

ahah.yeahh .
he acted as if he didnt do anything wrong .
fucker kn .
cheebai sakk ;d
haiyoo....
loook so nice on th outside , but a fcuking busted in th inside .
thanks hadi ;D

oh yeah , yanii !
I MISS YOU TOO ;D
hahaha!
sayaaaaaang kau (:

oh okay,

xoxo

FILZAAHH.

2009-07-05T20:27:00.001+08:00

oh, today stayed at home as th weather was lyke so COOLD .
haha!
my favourite weather~
so woke up at 10, sent my bro go ns with his gal .
at 3.45 fetch my bro from some youth activities stuffs.
den go buy durians , hehe .
my favourite too !
now my dad going bedok buying more durians with mummy .
at least they go out~
oh yeah,
thats all ;D

oh okay,

xoxo
FILZAAAH,

2009-07-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

oh, today macam tired (:
got home at 3 plus cox me and khadijah wait for faizah doing her project.
so go home, bathe and sleep .
dats my routine ;D

woke up at 6 , make drink for dad as he nid to go to work .
haha!
mummy dun wan get up because she say , she dun wan friend with my daddy ;(

oh, smethin happened ytd ...
Suddenly many things came into my mind , friendships , love and family .
so i was seeking advice from my partner in class.
who actually lykes to FART !
haahha !
so at 1polus in th MORNING , my mum was chatting with my dad.
den 'smething' happen .
cant really tell everything here .
its private and confidential~
so my mum was lyke saying to me this morning ,
dun be surprised if one day i will be th only one taking care of you guys.

i was lyke .........?!?
den cant really study for first two periods but thanks to khadijah who turns me on ;D
oh, and said too !

i've been missing you..
its only you who didnt realise it .
oh yea, at least gimme a chance for me to prove my loove to you~
eventhough many people was lyke asking me why i always love you.
they even asked me to get over you.
its okay,i just can wait for you ~

oh okay,

xoxo
FILZAAAH,

2009-07-02T22:06:00.004+08:00

today quite tiring ..
after school was supposed to wait for faizah cox she nid do her project .
then cheryl came,she owe us her email .
so she showed what she wrote,haha !
den her dad called,said its going to rain so her father fetched her .
her dad also giv us a ride homee (:
the car so nicee ~

sp was talking talking , raining heavily .
stopped khaty first.her father just provide her with newspapers otw to her block!
hahaha!
den stopped me at my bus stop.
i guessed her father's age . i said it was 39years old .
'coz he look young'~
but hes actually 50, sorry cheryl . no offence arr!

went home bathe and sleeep~
then my brother's ex came to giv th present to my smallest bro.
at night went ntuc with mum , came across her friend.
ahaha!
th baby so CUTE !

oh yaa, he today 2 years old !
HAPPY BDAE !~
haha!
yeah, dats all !

oh okay.

xoxo
FILZAAAH.